bed time

What a good kid I am. Wednesday night at home with the books, when I could be further integrating myself into the Community.

The inspiration? First time I understood anything in a Procedure tute - after finally attending one lecture and reading bits of the prescribed material. If I keep this up I might actually pass!

Two minutes twenty seconds. No gap of silence. No desire to scream or sulk afterwards. Woot! Progress is being made.

wean, win

It's been a week since I was last (happily) taken advantage of. How's everyone else faring?

Can't help it if my mind wanders back to her now and then. Just need to get it into my head that it's out of habit rather than some deep tortured yearning of the soul.

You can't think you've won, Bro said. Oh but how spectacularly I have lost. And am lost.